The Queen's Meme #60

1. When I'm 60 I hope to know more about ____________ and less about __________.
~Love & Hate

2. At my 60th birthday party, I can only invite 3 people. They are....
~ Scott, Carly and Mom *I wish*

3. "To me old age is always fifteen years older than I am" said Bernard Baruch.
What do you consider old age?
~60

4. Tom Stoppard was overheard saying, "Age is a high price to pay for maturity."
What does "maturity" mean to you at any age?
~It means acting like an adult and doing the right things in life.

5. Joan Rivers said "Looking fifty is great… if you're sixty."
Do you worry about age lines and wrinkles?
How do you plan to preserve your wonderful selves?
~Looks Don't matter time makes them fade and you can burn through money over it. There are better ways to spend that money.

6. Comment on this quote by Euripides
"If we could be twice young and twice old we could correct all our mistakes."
~Maybe but in doing so we would make new ones.

7. Pablo Picasso said, "One starts to get young at the age of sixty and then it's too late."
What do you do now to stay young and enjoy your life?
~I live for me.

Manic Monday #226

What is your favorite, can't-do-without beauty product?
~I would have to say my black eyeliner.

Have you ever colored your hair? What do you think about men coloring their hair and/or facial hair?
~Yes I have, and I have no problem with that.

What is your favorite outfit that you own? What makes it so special to you?
~My favorite is this black tank, Blue jeans with a gold emblem on the butt and my skull zipper sweater. I just love the way they look on me.

Unconscious Mutterings Week 407

1. Freezing :: Blanket


2. Bikers :: Bar


3. Infrequently :: Pee


4. Mickey :: Mouse


5. School:: House


6. Textile :: Floor


7. Obstinate :: ??


8. Guard :: Wall


9. Release :: Capture


10. Authentic :: Real

Foggy Mind, Foggy Thoughts.

Everything is so messed up in my head. I have so many thoughts racing. I am very tired of people telling me to stop trying to save everyone it's not my job and some people can't be saved they just go down in flames. Well guess what? It makes me feel good! I feel like I am actually doing something that matters in this gray world. Oh well shit I guess they are right...

Why? because I am feeling more and more that I am living my life for others and not myself. I feel like there are too many people who depend on me and most shouldn't be. There is two people (and a fur baby) I MUST take care of above all. Then there are a FEW and I do mean DAMN FEW who I will lift up in time of need and will always be there for, as long as they understand that the well being of Scott, Champagne and myself come first.

I am NOT a well person, not at all... I have many mental and physical issues that are pulling me down and I am not dealing with. So there is a change coming and it's coming damn fast. I am sorry but 27 years of super girl is DONE. I am locking her away and only will my true friends get her in there time of need. I need to sit down and decide what truly makes me happy and what i want to do. I know that Photography, it makes me happy, Dolling/Pixeling it makes me happy, reading, it makes me happy, coloring, it makes me happy and Farmville/Frontierville it MOST defiantly makes me happy.

So? Well leave me to do them... I am not at your beck and call, I am not here in this world to serve you, fuck that I don't have personal rug slave tattooed on my head. If I say no, it means NO and no amount of begging and pleading is going to change my mind. I need to stand up and back my NO's instead of wilting.

Far too long have I neglected Carly, The dolling community, my photography and more, sorry but it's the truth. I cam to TN to have a life and by Goddess I will have it, whether it upsets people who think I am a slave or not.

Saturday Six – Your Guess Is As Good As Mine!

Tea or Coffee?
Ha both! I switch off!

Summer or Winter?
Winter, it's warm soup season.

Flight or Fancy?
Come again?

Biscuits or cakes?
Cakes... most defiantly cakes, so sweet so yummy.

Mac or PC?
I used to use a MAC, but now I am all about the PC.

Grizzly Bear or Cuddly Bear?
Grizzly Bear, I want something that I can train to protect myself and my property.

I'm a Person and Must be Labeled

Taken form my Carly :D

Stereotypes that apply to me.


I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a ditz.
I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.
I'm a GAY RIGHTS SUPPORTER, so I WILL go to hell.
I take ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.
I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.
I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth or emo.
I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.
I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.
I'm INTO THEATER or ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.
I have Big BOOBS, so I MUST be a hoe.
I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.
I'm a VIRGIN so I MUST be prude.
I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly.
I'm a GIRL who actually EATS LUNCH, so I MUST be fat.
I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser.
I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST have a problem with self control.
I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naïve.
I'm BI, so I MUST think every person I see is hot.
I don't like the SUN so I MUST be an albino.
I couldn't hurt a FLY, so I MUST be a pussy.
I have ARTISTIC TALENT, so I MUST think little of those who don't.
I don't like to be in a BIG GROUP, so I MUST be anti-social.
I have a DIFFERENT sense of HUMOR, so I MUST be crazy.
My hair gets GREASY a lot, so I MUST have no hygiene skills.
I read Comics, so I MUST be a loser.
I am a FANGIRL so I MUST be a crazy, obsessed stalker.
I'm INTELLIGENT so I MUST be weak.
I am AMERICAN so I MUST be obese, loud-mouthed and arrogant.
I'm DISABLED, so I MUST be on Welfare.
I'm WHITE, so I MUST be responsible for everything going wrong on the planet: past, present, and future.
I don't like YAOI or YURI, so I must be a HOMOPHOBE.
I care about the ENVIRONMENT...I MUST be a tree hugging hippie.
I CHAT ONLINE, I MUST be having cyber sex.
I like CARTOONS, so I MUST be IMMATURE.
I like READING, so I MUST be a LONER.
I have my OWN spiritual ideology, therefore I MUST be WRONG or MISGUIDED.
I am WICCAN, so I MUST be a SATANIST.
I DISAGREE with my government, so I MUST be a TERRORIST.
I'm A WITCH, so I MUST be and OLD HAG and fly on a broomstick and I MUST worship the devil.
I'm FAT, therefore I MUST hate myself.
I'm NOT CHRISTIAN so I MUST just need converting.
I AM FRIENDS WITH A CUTTER, so I MUST be a CUTTER too.
I CRY EASILY, so I MUST be a wimp.
I'm a PERFECTIONIST so I MUST check everything ten times, then burst into tears at one mistake.

I'M A PERSON AND MUST BE LABELED.

The Queen's Meme #59

The Fire Meme

1. You are stranded on a desert island. There is only one match left in the matchbox. What would you use it for?
To set fire to the island maybe someone would see it before it killed me, if not problem solved at least I wont starve to death.

2. Do you burn bridges in relationships?
No, but it seems other's burn them with me...

3. Name one thing you'd like to set on fire today.
Charter

4. Have you ever burned a cupcake?
If someone says they haven't they must be a lier...

5. If you had your choice and could change nature's ways, instead of smoke and lava, what should spew out of volcanoes?
Yummy cream soda.

6. When is the last time you used a Fire Extinguisher?
I never have.

7. Have you ever known anyone with a fiery uncontrollable temper? How did you handle it?
My brother in law. You just walk away.


8. You are with your significant other. What song are you singing around the campfire?
Kumbya

9. What is the one thing you'd gladly leave IN your house in case of fire.
My porn collection, I'm over it.

10. When is the last time you got fiery fighting mad?
It's been a few years, but it was bad, I mean police almost called bad.

11. Do you believe in hell?
I am not really sure. I believe in reincarnation, and I believe that bad people come back as something truly hellish for them.


12. Do you or have you ever smoked?
I do not smoke and I do not like it. I get bronchitis easily and it hurts bad to be around smoke. Plus I feel like I am being smothered by it and I can't get it off my skin.

Two 4 Tuesday

Uneven – Flat



This is my "Two 4 Tuesday" entry. I combined both into one picture. What you are looking at is the electric meter on the back of my complex. They are flat against the wall but the bump out making the flat panel uneven.

Manic Monday #225

It's autumn, what do you like best?
~Now that I am in the south I love the color of the leaves and when I am out driving around I love to see the hugh leaf piles and fight the urge to park the car and jump in them. :)

Do you eat chestnuts, berries or anything else free to be found in nature? Give us a recipe.
~Nothing... Yet! ;)

Do you have special autumn memories?
~No not really, but I have relized now that I am in the south California skipped over Fall and Spring.

Unconscious Mutterings

1. Everything :: Nothing


2. China :: Doll


3. Essence :: Spirit


4. Immediate :: Now


5. Obstruct :: Justice


6. Force :: G


7. Constellation :: O'Ryan's Belt


8. Intuitive :: Knowall


9. Complain :: Bitch


10. Train :: Plane